Sunday, February 22, 2009

3 month catch-up

So once again, I've left this blog and let it sit for what seems like forever. There's no reason really other than the fact that I do not write when I do not feel like writing. It doesn't mean I don't want to write more than I do, but it happens.

Anyways, lots has happened. Lost my job last week unexpectedly and out of nowhere. They tell me it's because of my sales but I am fairly certain that a certain coworker had a hand in my being let go. Whatever. I really liked that job but now I don't have it and I can't cry over it. Just have to find a new one now.

My gramma has gotten worse and worse and we heard today that the doctors don't expect her to make it through the next 48 hours. The cancer is bad and she's got a clot in her heart. I love her SO much and I want her not to suffer anymore. I know she's in pain so I want her to go. I'll miss her but I love her and this is what's best.

My sister's ex fiance is moving out now. He will be gone within a few hours and I am so glad he's finally going. He has been nothing but an asshole and he should have left forever ago. I really hope my sister sticks to her guns and won't let him come back this time.

Life is really hard right now and I hope it gets better soon.

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