Tuesday, March 11, 2008

..Secretly hoping...

I never thought one person could feel so empty. I feel like my insides have been ripped away and I am nothing but a vessel.

I would do anything to change the past few weeks.... ANYTHING... and I don't know what to do to fix how I feel.

I hope what I am doing...staying silent and away.... helps because if it doesn't... then, well, I don't know.

It sucks hurting as bad as I hurt. I wouldn't wish this on any person.

All I can do is write. I guess if anything, it's letting me get words out. Too bad I can't say what I need to and want to who is inspiring it all.

Maybe they'll find it in their heart to forgive me soon..

Until then, I remain... secretly hoping...

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